As time passes, i've realised i've been silly, i don't know why, but this feeling just came.. i just wanna tell you i'm sorry.. :)
Richard Marx - Now and Forever.. This was the song, you asked me to listened to.. i remembered..
I'm sorry dear.. I really am.. I've been thinking about you the whole day.. I'm so so so so so sorry.. You've always been on my mind.. After I finished my History paper, i used my extra time to write some words to you on a paper.. Words that i've always wanting to say and prove how much i love you..
Look at this.. This is the paper that I wrote on, enlarge it.. I'm not bored.. I'm not lifeless, I'm just feeling sentimental at that time because of you.. :)
Let's look closer..
It says, I miss you, I love you.. What did I ever do to deserve you?
It says, After all this while, I pray that one day, you will understand my love for you, one day..
It says, Forever I hope you know my love for you is true. That's all I need you to know.. It says, You gave me hope, you gave me strength, you are always there when I'm down..
It says, You are always on my mind. Every morning I wake up, your face and your beautiful smile runs across my mind, thus, it made me feel brand new, all my worries in the past are now forgotten
It says, I am smiling because you made me. Every time I see you, I feel happy.. As if my burdens has been lifted up. You are the reason for me to love.
It says, My writing may be ugly but, my love for you is ever beautiful and everlasting. I'll never forget each and every moments, those sweet moments especially, every word you say. I remember it. I love you..
Every word is sincerely from the bottom of my heart.. I'm really sorry for hurting you at times, but i'm starting to appreciate you.. You're beautiful, not only on the outside, but on the inside as well.. You're like an angel to me.. I love you sweetie.. "Now and forever.." <3