A Poem For My Mom.
Thursday, September 20, 2007
A Poem For My Mom
When I was a baby, she held me in her arms.
She was my favorite person, she was so soft and warm.
And when I started walking, she left me to explore.
As Mom she still was learning, but I never wanted more.
When I got still older, she tired to keep me safe from harm.
She made me feel secure, when our house became a storm.
And when I was a child, I knew my Mom was best.
She taught me strength and courage, but still I must confess.
That I was quite destructive, and broke a thing or two
I spilled milk on the table, and tore my brand new shoes.
I was a little spoiled, by Grandma's without rules.
Mom could have become jealous, but if she was I never knew.
But when I was a teen, I forgot my Mom was best.
I noticed things weren't perfect, she'd never pass my test.
I wondered when she'd notice, the things that I went through.
Does she even love me? How could she be so cruel?
I was so defiant, dependent on myself.
Not knowing she was there for me, if I ever needed help.
When older I remembered, that Mom was always there.
Was it too late to realize, she never stopped to care?
When I was out of her home, with problems of my own.
Mom was there beside me, when I was all alone.
Still older, independent, as she taught me to be.
I forget again the best Mom, how come I didn't see?
Now my kids are older, and I can't pass their tests.
How did my Mom do it, I could never guess.
But then my Mom was teaching, with lessons that still last.
Guesses are not needed, when you have examples from your past.
Things may not be easy, Mom's shed a tear or two.
But Mom always remember, your kids, they love you too.
*//you make me rise when i fall..\\*12:16 PM
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PraizeTube.com
Monday, July 23, 2007
this is some chunted website.. just open only, www.praizetube.com but then, it's like youtube! specially for christian videos! dam chun wei! and i found one of this, someone posted their church dance i suppose.. dam chunted..
*//you make me rise when i fall..\\*11:15 PM
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omg! cat! xD
wth la.. today after school i went home.. and then as i reached my house steps, there was this cat stonning there, it was like telling me "I'm the King of the Hill". So what the hell la right, i walked tru la.. suddenly he was on his striking position and i'm like fuck! so i step back a little, try to find something that can block his claws.. but nothing, so i walked around first, and then he slowly came down.. when i went back there, he ran up again.. as if his guarding the house -.- and i wanted to throw something to it, but it still remained there..
and then finally, with my brave body mind and soul! i stomped in! he ran XD amen :P
*//you make me rise when i fall..\\*11:13 PM
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Friday, July 13, 2007
i hope you're okay, if only i could be there to hold your hands and tell you that everything's gonna be fine. but no, there's always this gap that separates us apart.. i feel so useless every night, sigh.. i'm sorry for all i've done, but please.. take care, i hope you're alright.. i need to hear from you.. why.. why does the world do this to me, it is so unfair.. nothing's fair, espeacially when this happens.. sigh, i feel dam bad now -.-
oh well, i just hope that you'll contact me right after you're alright.. please.. take care.. i'm asking you this, from the bottom of my heart.. i'm still worried, and will always be..
you're the angel of my nightmare..
*//you make me rise when i fall..\\*10:11 AM
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
it's dam wrong to be sick u know.. when you're sick, and you're not feeling well 40 minutes after your mom woke u up, you'll get shelling.. nice shelling.. how great is that.. as stupid as i don't wanna tell my mom, i just couldn't have the energy to go on but i have to tell her that i'm not feeling well, guess what.. "i woke up at 6.05 u come tell me u sick like that!" and i'm like giving that wtf look, oh well.. life's a bitch at times..
sleepless nights, endless pain..
*//you make me rise when i fall..\\*4:03 PM
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aaaaaaa!!
stupid house phone.. after someone picking up, all i said is hello twice and then i can't hear clearly.. next minute gone, can't hear anything.. -.-
wtfffff.. of all time it happens now.. stupid phone STUPID PHONE!!!!!! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
i can't even call anyone now with this phone =.= (sorry la i dropped it once, how i know so cacat ><) haha, sigh.. sorry.. (you know who you are) and i noe it's not you who picked up, so sorry =.= i think my voice was cracking on the other side and im like wtf -.- aaaa >.>
*throws myself to the bed
This boy wants to play,
There's no time left today,
It's a shame 'cause he has to go home.
This boy's got to work
Got to sweat just to pay what he gets to get left all alone.
Well let's step outside,
Let's go for a ride,
Just for a while.
No we won't get caught,
Well that's what I thought, until we cry.
Chorus
I'm still here,
But it hasn't been easy,
I'm sure that you had your reasons,
I'm scared for this emotion,
For years I've been holding it down,
For years I've been holding it down.
This girl tries her best everyday,
But it's all gone to waste 'cause there's no one around,
This girl she can draw she can paint,
Likes to dance she can skate,
Now she don't make a sound.
We?ll play in our park,
'Till it's too dark for us to see
Well we'll make our way home,
With mud on our clothes,
She won't be pleased.
Chorus
I'm still here,
But it hasn't been easy,
I'm sure that you had your reasons,
I'm scared for this emotion,
For years I've been holding it down,
And I,
Love to forgive and forget,
So I,
Try to put all this behind us,
Just,
Know that my arms are wide open,
The older I get, the more that I know.
Well it's time to let this go.
I got to let it go
I got to let it go
I got to let it go
I got to let it go
Chorus
I'm still here,
But it hasn' been easy,
I'm sure that you had your reasons,
I'm scared for this emotion,
For years I've been holding it down,
And I,
Love to forgive and forget,
So I,
Try to put all this behind us,
Just,
Know that my arms are wide open,
The older I get, the more that I know.
And I,
Love to forgive and forget,
So I,
Try to put all this behind us,
Just,
Know that my arms are wide open,
The older I get, the more that I know.
*//you make me rise when i fall..\\*8:09 AM
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Wednesday, July 04, 2007
omg..
i couldn't believe it..
i actually, said something, to somebody, something i've never said to anyone before..
it was a brave step, yet a stupid one maybe.. but, i've no regrets, it is all words from my heart, i'm all out honest about whatever i said..
oh well.. seriously?
hate me for all the things, i didn't do, for you..
*//you make me rise when i fall..\\*8:57 AM
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let it all out with music huh..?
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
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I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
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How blue can I get You could ask my heart But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart A million words couldn't say just how I feel A million years from now you know I'll be lovin' you still
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I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me
you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster
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Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
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Can you see?My eyes are shining bright,'Cause I'm out here, on the other side,Of a jet black hotel mirror,And I'm so weak.Is it hard understanding?I'm incomplete.A love that's so demanding,I get weak.
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i guess that's all i have to share, oh well, i'm gonna go try to get my parents to bring me to the doctor to get rid of my cough..
and then maybe i'll try sleep when i get home, i skipped school today because my mom wouldn't believe that i was not feeling well (she said i was finding excuses) oh well sorry guys! ><
the song on my blog, it brought meaning to me.. for you..
*//you make me rise when i fall..\\*3:57 AM
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Tuesday, July 03, 2007
sorry guys, will update asap when i get my mood..
i've been getting sleepless night, been starring at the celling.. and i know my celling has about few holes.. oh well, i'm just getting sleepless night for some reasons, and i'm kinda hungry, but skipped my dinner as well :x
for now i need to sleep so good night! been sleeping in class too much.. like seriously fucked :\
sigh, days gone by, but my heart for you is still there..
after all that i've been through, it faded away, just like that, again...
never once i thought i would be afraid, the fear of loosing you..
i tore my heart open,
and sew myself shut..
*//you make me rise when i fall..\\*7:39 AM
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love my wallpaper..
Monday, June 25, 2007
check it out! it's my desktop! :D
"click on the image to enlarge" :D
heee, icc file done.. now quarterly report. hmmmm x)
ciao :D
*//you make me rise when i fall..\\*11:13 PM
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weeeeeeeee.......
yeah icc election is tomorrow, that means i'm stepping down! woot! :D
oh, right, here's one chunted part.. i wasn't present for the previous ICC meeting so yeah, someone did my job for just writting the minutes.. and this was how he passed back to me x)
"yo, just to tell u wat happen in the latest icc meeting that u missed...
i ll just tell u wat i remember k.. so its goin 2 b a lil messy.
meeting started at 3.45... date: 5th june
we discussed tat the icc games will on the 10th of june...
its in sportsplaza at 10 till 3.. dats wat they estimated(om n lingesh)
icc concert account.. each skewl has claim their share.. dats is rm1000
certificates has been hand out to each skewl... just need to fill in your names, skewl name n etc...
must b printed... hmm oh yea, bring it bakk... next meeting.. 4 rotarian to sign.
oh yea, the nest icc member will be elected in the next icc meeting.
the next icc meeting is... on the 28th...
mib.. "
Yeah wei something like that xP oh well thanks bro :D
mmmmm.. now i've to print my ICC minutes, every last one of it.. so it's gonna take long -.- i'll better be movin :D
oh god.. quaterly report >_< tsk tsk tsk.. ciao xP
watashi.. aishiteru..
*//you make me rise when i fall..\\*9:31 PM
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